i might not be able to go church ever again
not that my dad is banning me from church
but just because the lame person who invited me to church is a guy
he wont let me anymore.

he said it's dangerous.
and as a parent, he has the reason to do so.

i dont understand
what's wrong with mixing with guys
not that i'll be taken advantaged of.
i can protect myself.

i'm such an idiot.
why did i say that he's a guy.
i should have said he's a girl/gay whatever.

haiz.
i love church.
it's the only thing i look forward to after the whole week of boring routines.

feeling so useless.